Undescribable .

First post on blog spot, Yeah. ChristianLeeParonable blogs? Never fully believe the naked eye.You can call it amazing, you can call it impossible, but never jump to conclusions until you actually know the person. It's the first blog that gives a sense of how much people are wrong jumping into conclusions right away. For a fact I wouldn't even believe myself, in how people can actually be. Well life's just a mystery full of questions, full of answers, and full of deception. That's why I wonder each and everyday of how my life can be fulfilled. Wondering when the day of everything can finally settle down. Intriguing how my life has been now, change, love, family, and friends. All drastically created a huge impact in my life and in others. Friends no longer friends, homies no longer homies. Whats happening, Change or is it just meant to be. Just making the best out of everything each and everyday. Learning what I'm capable of, grasping the aggregated amount of knowledge that a normal human being can consume. Acknowledging in how a girl can truly change a guy, changing a guys player ways. It'll just take time until everything sinks in. Right now you can believe, I'm just another ordinary guy in school, that's just under the category of a druggie, a alcoholic, and a guy that stogs. Those guys that are just straight up bad in school, that causes trouble. Yeah that was me, honestly that's still a part of me. A part of me that is vanishing. A part of me that I've been trying to change this whole entire time. Reasons for why I acted that way, reasons for how I figured out how to climb myself out of that shit hole. Now I can say I have a life to live for, A life that has a future. September 3rd here I come.