Stay up .

Damn, I'm still up plus I'm downstairs. I guess I have to face the facts that I'm scared to disappoint all the adults in the house. Ironically, they seem pretty chill about me getting in trouble. My favorite Uncle hasn't talk to me yet, guessing he's hella disappointed at me.. All I have to do is be good & show them I'm capable of staying out of trouble. No weed for me, no stogs, no drinking. Just to prove to them and myself that I have a future and I could do it. bkabyCrkeeper already knows how I'm suppose to change & babylove thinks probation is good for me. Hope So. Fuck behind bars, Good boy here I come.